Recently, I’ve been proud of myself. I did things I usually said I wouldn’t … or at least wouldn’t dared to. Even if the results are disappointing in the end, I guess the phrase “at least I did it” really work. The fact that I tried something about it and I didn’t just wait around, waiting for a miracle, is definitely a great feeling.
…But to remain optimistic about situations… well, I guess I need to work on that. Other than that, I think I can still pull off a genuinely looking smile if needed.
So you see, I won’t be able to graduate with my batch but that’s okay. I regret it a little but hey, a decision was already made and there’s no point looking back in the past and thinking about “what ifs“. I’m a bit down about my current job too, which I guess is why I dread going to work every time. My family’s having problems of their own and I’m stressed out by that too.
All in all, I think my life’s a bit of a wreck right now. It can be solved though but it takes lots of patience and hard work, not procrastinations. All of which I lack in. HAIIYAAAA
I’m sure I can do it. I give myself till June to accomplish what I’m about to list:
1) Lose 5kg
2) Get a good paying job
3) Save up
4) Move out
5) Back to School
Aja Aja !
